HEH. SO LONG SINCE I LAST POSTED?
would anyone ever remember my cute bloglink ? like total cuteness . HAHAHA
Anyway, many things happened while i was gone .
Many . too much to name i guess.
things were hectic.
what i hoped for, came true. But it was at a wrong timing .
Someone i hoped so much to return, nearly did. But didn't in the end.
Well, he's got a new girl, yes duh . I'm happy for him.
And it always sucks max to see him flaunting his girlf at twitter .
This is funny. I found out , he got together with her one day before my birthday ? wow . hahaha.
coincidental or what . Can i believe it's not true ?
So not making it on that day was total lie.
Well, what's done has been done. I heard so much about him .
And , just. I hope all the best for him .
It's alright, i'm alright. Like he said, "every relationship confirm get hurt."
THAT'S THE LAST BLOODY THING I HOPE I'D HEAR FROM HIM .
Don't he get it. He hurt me so much , sososo much . and how dare he say that .
Nah, it doesn't quite matter anymore right .
And i wonder sometimes, have he thrown away the stuffs i've given him?
I hadn't . I'm still keeping it all . And i let only the good memories stay .
Clearly i know whatever else thing he said, was total bullshit .
So contradicting .
I'm angryandsometimeshate yet i miss him .
JQi ,it's kindof unexplainable.
tears, he made me shed so much . And, even little thing hurts .
And sometimes i just have to pretend i'm okay , and i just gotta not let it hurt me any more
it's like, we're both working hard to make this workout .
But it isn't easy at all .
My friends and him aren't on good term . woohoo ???
So you can guess how much tolerance i need, infront of both parties ?
It's so, difficult.
So many times i felt like giving up .
Sometimes i know i just need some time alone to think through stuffs.
loving me is never strangling me .
I'm suffocating under your paranoia .
Bottling so much within , no one i can share to.
They'd probably be like "Serve you right, who ask you go with him, you know clearly he isn't a good guy"
So much for a leopard never changes it's spots , i thought i should give this leopard a chance
Girl, you've got every right and everything you need to stand up on your feet
and get a good guy. Looks , character , everything you have.
So stop being like that , stand up, grow from this, learn from this .
Give those bastards some lesson that they gotta learn .
That girls are no pushover .
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Afraid to hold on, afraid to let go
Too scared to venture into the unknown .